I Surrender

I quit. Period. Stick a fork in me - I'm done.

How many times must a person get the shit kicked out of them? Seriously. As I've stated earlier, this year hasn't been the best for me for a number of reasons. Lately, there have been a TON of fabulous things happening - things that have made me think - gee, ok, things were a bit rocky for awhile, but look, everything is turning around; life is good, etc.

So now, I'm reaching the top of the mountain. I can see the top of the mountain. It is clearly within reach & is beyond fabulous. Just as I'm about to reach my hand out to grab on & pull myself up to a point where I've been CONVINCED it can't get any better...WHAM!!!! A foot comes out of knowhere & kicks me in the teeth. I have now spent the better part of today tumbling ass over tea kettle down the mountain.

I am sick of being bumped and bruised. I am sick of getting my ass kicked for no reason. For all the crap I've been through this year, I was even slowly coming to terms with everything & accepting how things would and are going to be. I have a great boyfriend, a great house, Evie, etc. I know there are people in this world who clearly have things worse than me - so don't get me wrong but in my 60 square mile universe - I am at a loss.

I am SO SICK of trying to pick my ass up because I keep getting kicked in the teeth. For the past four years it's seemed like this vicious circle that has intensified in the last year. My health - and I'm not that old - has gone to shit. Severe weight loss [which actually has helped in some areas :-O ] - clumps of hair falling out - infections - and much more that's not right for publication seems to be killing me. My stress level is out of control.

I simply give up. Blech.

Fall in PNW

Evie has a bone spur. Basically like a knot on her wrist. She's getting around ok but limps alot after running hard. Annoying because I know it hurts her & can only do pain management at this time. Good news though is EVIE TURNED 8YRS on 10/17....whooohooo....

Picture of boyfriend, Evie & Tara enjoying a bright, sunny fall morning taken last Sunday. It was unusually dry and sunny! We'll take what we can get as it's better than drying off muddy feet. The girls had to go to the dog wash afterwards because they were covered in sand and mud - and we were too lazy to do it at home & clog up the bathtub.

And a photo of a nice fall scene - on the Snoqualmie River - taken on our walk this past Sunday. Again, unusually dry & sunny. About 60 and quite crisp out. Better than rain!!!

Oh! I also slowly started to knit again. Working on a shawl for boyfriend's mom for xmas. I am SO looking forward to the holidays with him! His family is coming to the house for Thanksgiving - and we're doing everything! So fun. He's never had his family to his house & he's lived here 13yrs! Against my own holiday rules of ettiquette, we even bought new Christmas ornaments when we were at IKEA the other day [I really hate anything Christmas - or any holiday for that matter - that's 'out of order' - i.e. no Christmas decorations before Thanksgiving, etc.] There were some really cool black ornaments I got but I may return them; combined with the red ones I'm either thinking deck of cards or I don't know what...hmmmmm

Updates

I had promised I'd be better this year about posting to the blog, but alas, that hasn't happened.

Sad news has also filled my life for the past few months & I'm just now starting to get back on track. I went through a horrible divorce - good in many ways - and bad in so many others. Long story short is there was a custody "disagreement" over the dogs and all except my little baby greasil Evie now reside with my ex. I use the term disagreement loosely - but let's leave it at that...

Evie and I are doing ok though. We have a wonderful new house and wonderful new things going on in our lives which - dare I say - have left me unbelievably happy! Honestly I can't remember when I was this happy last [sans the puppies being born...see below]. It's a true, genuine happiness that people should experience if not daily, then at least once in their lives. I'm not a religious person my any means, but I feel absolutely blessed to have everything in my life right now. I wish I had the other dogs -and I can't stress enough how much I miss them terribly & think about them daily - but in the larger scheme of things, I think WE'RE going to be ok.

Actually, it breaks my heart on an almost daily basis not seeing or being with them. But they're all tough pups & all I can do is remember them & how special they are & hope to all ends they are being loved & cared for in their new home.

More pictures & things will come soon - I promise -and regular posts again.

AND THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO'S SAID SUCH WONDERFUL THINGS ABOUT MY DOGS. I TRULY APPRECIATE IT. And happy bday to my dad today...

FURminator

Ok, I've spent lots of crazy money on things for my dogs--some worthwhile & some wasted. Spending $35 on a comb for a GREYHOUND, which is essentially a nek'kid dog, seems ridiculous right? And of course, everyone thinks "greyhounds don't shed." [They shed like you wouldn't believe, but that's a story that will be coming this spring]

On the advise of my friend, who's also my vet, and who so wonderfully delivered all of Cherry's puppies, he said he got one at a conference & used it on his greyhound. No way would it work, I said. Ahh, but the fur comes out in thick clumps--more hair then you'd ever imagine a greyhound has.

So, we bought one. OHMIGOD does it take the hair out of several of my dogs. Doesn't really work on Star, as her coat is very sleek & fine. But tons of hair comes out of Evie, Boone, Colt & Newell... A heavy, weighty comb it doesn't feel like you're wasting your money. The cats even love it too--and talk about getting 10 new cats after they're combed [and to Gizmo's dismay, not real cats]!!!

Get a FURminator. Go to http://www.furminator.com/ & find out where they're sold in your area. Your pet will thank you--and it's pretty cool to have all that hair/fur come out of them!

CuteOverload.com

will be absolutely jealous when they get this pic!!!! Under the cute rules, there is no better picture that this most perfect bitty puppy 'tock view! There is also perfect scale between the bitty puppy & mama! And don't forget the tail action & pink puppy toes! Enjoy baby Colt at 2 days old...

Since this IS supposed to be about Greyhounds...

As I mentioned the other day, we had a beautiful litter of 9 puppies back in September 2007. We kept 2--the white/red parti male & a red female. Their formal names are Rainier Colt Forty-Five and Rainier Stella Artois. Colt & Star are absolute joy & fun! They are the most beautiful babies and are growing into fabulous looking adults! I can't believe they're going to be 5mo old next week!!!

YES WE CAN!!!

I'm totally on the Obama kick now! He is racking up delegates and wins all over the country! Appears that he will take Virginia, Maryland & DC tonight...won Maine on Sunday, and Washington, Louisiana & Nebraska PLUS the US Virgin Islands on Saturday!!!

I think his message is not only positive, but inspiring for people across the country. No, all of his solutions may not be 100% right in the beginning, but I certainly believe that we can change this country & unify it because of this election! I hope you'll consider voting & making a difference!

Hawaii & Wisconsin are the next states with primaries...Pennsylvania, Texas & Ohio will come soon after so PLEASE VOTE & support! Regardless of who you choose [though I hope it will be Barack Obama], make a difference & VOTE!!!

WA Caucus

Hahahah! Now for the political topics...

I have always voted for whomever I think is the best candidate for the job--never really aligning with a particular party as it's the person, not the party, who will end up doing the job. And really, who ever agrees 100% with every idea/position that a candidate has?

Well, I'm tired of the same old boring politics as usual. I think most people are. I want to take a chance on someone who has some new ideas--someone who's willing to try something new. Granted, he may not get it right the first time--but I think it's better than re-hashing & re-spinning many of the same, tired rhetoric that's been bounced around for years.

I also like the idea of someone who can be inspirational among a multitude of backgrounds [race, gender, age, etc]. I want someone positive to try to change this country...

So, as you can see by the logo, I think '08 is the time for Barack Obama. Visit http://www.barackobama.com/ for more information--I hope you'll agree too...

Can we change America with this election? YES WE CAN!

So Many Changes...

So many changes have happened in the past year, I don't know where to begin.

We lost our beloved dog, Oliver, on June 1st, 2007 due to a freak accident. He was just 3yrs old. The event devistated our family and has caused a great deal of heartache. Even writing about it now breaks my heart.

On the sunny side though, our other dog, Cherry, got pregnant this summer and we had a FABULOUS litter of puppies born on Sept 19/20, 2007. Well, one was born naturally on the 19th and the other EIGHT were born via C-section on the 20th! We had 7 boys & 2 girls, all with fabulous & fun beer names! Colors were 4 black boys, 2 white boys [one white/red parti & the other white/black], 1 red boy & 2 red girls.

I'll have to get all the pictures of the babies out [who are now 20 or so weeks old] so everyone can get their belated puppy fix!

I was also diagnosed with carpal tunnel syndrom in BOTH hands! So, needless to say, no more knitting for a while. The doctor actually told me that the best way to correct the problem without surgery --"quit your job." Wonderful in theory but not practical...but on a better note, I did get a better job--I'm just waiting for it to start sooner rather than later!

One Sunday...

after our regular Sunday walk with the dogs, we had lunch and were walking back to the car when Bridget noticed this... A chilly tree wearing a sweater! A spring sweater--on a tree! I'm sure the tree ordered it from the JCrew catalog. It's very stylish. On such a dreary day, it definately created a smile. More posts to come, as lots of updates with the dogs and Miss Thing and some knitting. I figure since I haven't posted in awhile due to busy work schedule and a variety of other things, this would be a nice preview post.

Random Rainy Sunday Part 1

More dark pics, despite floor to ceiling windows in the living room, but using the good camera.

Rainy Sunday...

Random Rainy Sunday Part 2

It's a bit dark and rainy here today. Everyone is soooo sleeeppppyyyyy...

Woop-de-doo [aka the Saga of Cherry]

Cherry is looking absolutely thrilled at the prospect of a new year. [Please ignore her extra long toe-nails that need to be trimmed.]

Actually, Cherry came into season about a week before xmas. Thrilling. We had no power b/c of the wind storm [which some genius is trying to have a naming contest for--hello, stupid] and trying to put pants on her was a pain. Even better--we have guest greyhounds Tara [pictured grinning above] and Tigger staying with us while their parents went to Denmark for the holidays. Not the best timing, but they're good kids. And yes, even neutered dogs will try to get their freak on with a hottie in season!

Sidebar: Tara's funny b/c she has a little gap in her lips so it always looks like she's got a weird smile/grin on her face? Very cute. She is Newell's 1st love. She & Newell were our original greyhounds--gaining us great friends that we've had for almost 5yrs now!

Back to the Cherry saga:
Lesson learned--Depends undergarments work *great* for puppy pants that you don't have to launder! When Cherry had her second season & we were lamenting at a dog event about what a pain it was to wash her panties all the time, a whippet owner suggested baby diapers. Cool! Problem is, baby diapers only apparently work for whippets. Greyhound thighs are TOO BIG! Hence the Depends. Cherry's on a 7-8mo cycle which isn't too bad.

So, Phil's staying in the trailer with Oliver & Gizmo. Which is a GREAT time since both boys KNOW she's in season & are whiny & whimpering at all hours. Phil's had -0- sleep. Blech. And, I had a long weekend for New Year's which we didn't get to spend together b/c he had to be with the boys in the trailer the whole time & I was in the house with the girls + Newell & Tigger. Not like we go out for New Year's but still. And my long weekend off of work turned into a 5-day weekend [due to President Ford's death, and me being a fed emp.] of which we couldn't go anywhere b/c of the guest dogs, Cherry, etc. Ugh. Somewhere warm & tropical was calling me!

Then the !@#$%^&* kids shooting off fireworks in front of my house didn't help matters. Newell hates fireworks & Oliver is just terrified--so combine terror + bitch in season & you get a dog who screamed & howled all night. I had to ace Newell to keep him calm & Phil aced Oliver but it didn't do any good. It's certainly a learning experience with Cherry since she's the first dog/animal I've ever owned that hasn't been spayed/neutered. We're hoping this will be worth it in the end & she has amazing pups next winter.

Anyway, happy new year. [And no, I'm still lazy & still taking pics w/the camera phone, hence the wonderful picture quality in this post.]

Happy New Year

Miss Thing is rather indifferent. She says "hmph, you shall not take my picture in this unflattering light."

She's doing better. I don't ever think she'll be 100% as she's still quite wobbly in the back end, but she's up and about & quite chatty at times. She's certainly fat. Needs to quit stuffing the pie-hole with kibble.

Ooh, my xmas gift...

well, one of my gifts. From Bridget. It's new [or just new to me since I didn't know about it]. Not the best pic, but it's Jitterbug merino by Colinette. The color is "bright charcoal." Not sure what I'm going to make with it. Maybe dragon socks from Keyboard Biologist?

Loved the pattern when I did it for my sock pal at the LYS. She & Jason also got me a GC to KnitPicks, which I'm trying to think about things to spend on!! And a gift card for a homemade dinner. Jason cooks a wicked chicken piccata.

Other cool gifts: silver lariat heart necklace from Tiffany's. Score! The heart style matches earrings & a bracelet I have already.

I also got a new alarm clock. Cherry knocked mine off the nightstand awhile back--it ended up kinda mangled. Then when we lost power, the generator had small burts of power surge that caused the clock to run about 20-60min ahead. One morning during the 7 days without power, I woke up 1.5hrs early. Not good. Anyway, the new clock has time zones, and it sets automatically! How cool. You just plug it in and the time is correct!!! Rockin.

Other score gift--gift card to my favorite spa. 2 gift cards to be exact. And some spa-ish candles. You know--candles that make your house/room smell relaxing like the spa. Love it! I have the best-est husband!

Snow, Rain, Wind & Thing

Oswego, NY from 2004 when we lived in Syracuse. New meaning of "white Christmas."

Anyway, there hadn't been any Miss Thing updates b/c I haven't had power or internet for the past 7 days. There was a huge wind storm that came through Seattle last Thursday evening & knocked out power. Trees down everywhere & initially some 1,000,000 people without power! No damage to our home, but we did lose a pretty big limb off the fruit plum tree. Lots of tree-litter everywhere & a house at the end of the street lost a *huge* pine that tore down all the power lines. Yes, we were lucky no one was hurt & all the critters are safe... However, major pain & lots of people aren't supposed to have power back well into next week. I've lived on the east coast, upstate NY, through hurricanes in FL & even blizzards in the midwest [yes, we also lived in Denver] and the response from the power company has been laughable. The whole hill up to our street had power back on Tuesday--but they didn't feel like coming back to finish the job until today. Don't even get me started...

Anyway, Miss Thing is doing well. She's up & around & moving, though still a bit wobbly on the back end. She does tip over easily. Her tail flicks in quite a sassy way & she looks at you with indignation many times! So back to her old self. Pictures this weekend I promise! Last December she cost me $2500...this December, it was $890. I'm pretty convinced now that she'll live to be 100yrs.

I made a hat for a secret pal @ my work gift exchange. It was the Odessa hat [sans beads] from Grumperina. Totally cute in a cream colored Rowan Cashsoft 4-Ply! I have some khaki colored Rowan Cashsoft DK left from another project that I beaded & will get to work on for another gift...

Weekend Thing Update...

[photo of the cats, sans Molly, in Arlington... bottom = Tommy, red & white Persian; Chloe, red flame Himilayan; Felix, black cat; Miss Thing, Siamese mix]

Miss Thing seems to be doing better as of Friday. She had xrays taken, as well as some serious IV fluids & pain meds. In short, it looks like she may have had some fluid or cartilege stuff between the vertebrae near her 13 rib blow out--which *may* have caused some serious pain. Not really sure since we can't ask her. Good news too was that she used the litter box overnight, which means that all the bits & pieces work ok! Anyway, it also looks like she has a fair amount of scar tissue on her spine resulting from a very active kitten-hood [which is believable since she was a freakin' gymnast as a child]. We visited yesterday morning & she seemed a bit responsive/happy to see us. She purred & swatted my fingers when I moved them under the covers. She did get tired easily though--so she'll be staying at the vet over the weekend & they're going to try & wean her off some of the pain meds to see how she starts moving. The vet likened it to an extreme athlete who threw out his back. Maybe with some rest & relaxation, she'll recover ok. It's just wait-n-see until Monday at this point. I forget how tough she is.

Miss Thing...

relaxing on the top of the cat post when we lived in Arlington. The apartment had a wonderful view of the Washington Monument and other DC landmarks, including the Pentagon, Kennedy Center, etc. She would sit and bake in the sun all day... This was taken in 1999 when she was about 7yrs old.

Now, she's getting ready to turn 14yrs. Last year, she survived a dislocated jaw & perforated liver, among other injuries, after 4 of my greyhounds attacked her for no reason on 12/12/05. She's been healthier & stronger than ever. She's actually always been a tough, sassy cat! The occassional flare-up of crystals in her urine, but generally healthy. Until this morning. Because of what happened w/the dogs, she now lives, quite comfortably & happily, in the guest bathroom. I went into the bathroom to clean up, re-fill foot & water & generally visit with her. Instead, I found her balled up at the bottom of her cat post not moving. She didn't even mew. I tried to pick her up but she refused. On closer inspection, her back-end just collapsed from under her!

So, now, she's at the vet getting some IV fluids & pain meds. We think she may have fallen when trying to jump on the counter [poor whisker/paw coordination at her age maybe?] and hurt herself. It's actually not the first time, since a few years ago, we noticed her lower front teeth missing! She has/had a habit of sleeping on her head right on the very edge of her cat post--and we assume she subsequently fell off, knocking her teeth out! Anyway...

I hope when we go see her tomorrow, she's doing better and it was just a simple little accident. I'm not ready for her to go yet. I feel like she had a 2nd chance after last December--and was convinced she'd live to be 90yrs old. She's been there for everything in my life since I was 20yrs old. I'm not ready yet...

New Coat for ME!

Auntie Megan made me a new coat... it's red with a nice paisley flannel lining & a bit of blue stretchy stuff up front. This is my first coat. Well, kind of... I have another coat I use in the field, but this is my first real coat... Everyone else has their own coats but me. I guess I'm stuck in the same color scheme as my sister [red]; Newell has black, Evie is green & Oliver is blue. Aren't I handsome???

Mama took the photo w/her camer a phone again. She has yet to charge the camera battery.

Everyone ran at a meet this weekend. I only got to run 1x on Friday in LGRA. Supposedly, it isn't good to bump other dogs coming out of the starting box, so mama scratched me :( But it's FUN!!! Ayway, I'm proud of my little bro Oliver! He got his first title! Now, he's offically "Mesa Coronado, GRC." Oliver's the first pup in our house w/that title just like I'm the first pup in the house with a Ch. Houseguest Tara won in the FCh dogs today. She beat my older sister Evie. She's FAST. Cherry got bored [again] and came in 3rd. Cherry and I prefer other activities.

Anyway, it's raining, so I'm going back to sleep on the sofa.

~Gizmo 

Photos are more fun

than just a boring test post!!!

Here, we have Koigu KPPM #P126. This picture doesn't do the colors justice [I need to stop being lazy & actually charge the camera batteries rather than taking pics w/my camera phone]. Deep violets, plums, navy, pine, burnt orange to slate grey-brown. LOVE it! What is it going to be? Fingerless mitts/hand warmers from One Skein for ME. Speaking of One Skein, I need to learn to crochet so I can make the "geometric accessory bags" or the bath mat.

Bottom photo: sock pal socks I raved about in my previous post. Not sure if they're Opal or maybe KnitPicks? Pattern is Hedra. Love them--though they're knit a bit looser than I would do for myself, I love that they're solid! As babulous as verigated yarn is, sometimes you can't go wrong w/just some plain, simple solid colored socks. Two Needles Up to my sock pal!